I look into those eyes, what I see scares me.
I don't find what I need,
I find reality.
Conditional love fills my Father's eyes.
Love, only applicable when I am
what is wanted,
what was imagined,
and what is expected.
And I'm not.
I'll love him, when he can't love me.
Here lies the hypocrite,
shocked and ashamed at the next generation.
Saddened by their exploits, their debauchery,
their experience.
Disgusted by their stupidity and judging their changes.
He stops, and thinks about himself.
One year ago.
What that person say to the one now?
Would he be surprised?
Yes.
Would he be disappointed?
Probably.
Would he be upset, confused, scared?
Without a doubt.
Here lies the hypocrite,
passing judgement till the cows come in.
I look into those eyes, what I see scares me.
I don't find what I need,
I find reality.
Conditional love fills my Father's eyes.
Love, only applicable when I am
what is wanted,
what was imagined,
and what is expected.
And I'm not.
I'll love him, when he can't love me.
Here lies the hypocrite,
shocked and ashamed at the next generation.
Saddened by their exploits, their debauchery,
their experience.
Disgusted by their stupidity and judging their changes.
He stops, and thinks about himself.
One year ago.
What that person say to the one now?
Would he be surprised?
Yes.
Would he be disappointed?
Probably.
Would he be upset, confused, scared?
Without a doubt.
Here lies the hypocrite,
passing judgement till the cows come in.
The World I Want To Live In by suburbancliche, literature
Literature
The World I Want To Live In
I want to live in a world where no one has to come out. I want nobody to ever have to go through that emotional and physical torture. I want there to be no reason to come out. Because in this new world, it wouldn't matter! Nobody would care who another person loves, because it's love and none of their business!
I want to live in a world where no one cares. I want apathy, not acceptance. Because, there's no need for acceptance because there's no chance of rejection! There's nothing wrong with it, so rejection and persecution are logically ruled out. I don't want to hear this dialogue ever again "I'm gay." "Good for you!" Good for y
Hi there! First things first, thank you for looking at my page/art. It literally means the world to me.
If you know me in real life, Please don't use my sexuality as a conversation topic to make yourself seem interesting. I'm not out to my EXTREMELY conservative parents and we both know how small of a town Rapid is. I would prefer to continue to have money for college and a family to go home to, so please, think of how your gossip might effect the people you are talking about. If you want to talk to me about it, be my guest. So the morel of the story is... keep it to yourself, if I want you involved in my sex life, I'll let you know.
Side note: I never edit my pictures. Like no photoshop, no editing. The pictures come straight from the aperture of my camera to the aperture of your eyes.
Thank you for understanding and thank you all for seeing what I have to offer. Now, let me see your art! :D
Current Residence: South Dakota Favourite genre of music: I love it all. Except screamo. Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams Favourite style of art: I like art that conveys emotion Operating System: Both Mac and Windows MP3 player of choice: iPod Personal Quote: Love is being stupid together
Favourite Visual Artist
Vincent van Gogh, Claude Monet
Favourite Movies
I've been known to like anything from "Citizen Kane" to "Shortbus"
Favourite TV Shows
Modern Family, Good Eats, 30 Rock, Archer, The Colbert Report, Portlandia, Dexter, Shameless
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Lady Gaga, Pavarotti, Edith Piaf, Bing Crosby, Ella Fitzgerald, Billie Holiday, Florence+The Machine
Favourite Books
Good Eats: The Early, Middle and Late Years, Wicked, 101 Famous Poems, The Millennium Trilogy
Favourite Writers
Walt Whitman, Ray Bradbury, Rudyard Kipling, E.B. White, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, Allen Ginsberg
Tools of the Trade
GE X5 Camera, Pencil, Paper
Other Interests
Theatre, Writing, Photography, Sculpture, Traveling, Kniting, Speaking French
Today, I took a major step in my coming out process. I came out officially last may, but only to a few people. I made my dA account shortly after that, and I kept my face off of it because of a fear that people would read my gay themed literature and see me and well, you can imagine the rest. Today, something in me said screw it, this is ridiculous. I felt a twinge of self esteem, so I took a picture with my webcam while sitting in Einstein's Bagel's while doing my math homework. So ya. As far as I'm concerned, anyone that I care about knowing, would either never gossip about it, or never be on a site this awesome ;) And fuck the rest. It fel
Today, I took a major step in my coming out process. I came out officially last may, but only to a few people. I made my dA account shortly after that, and I kept my face off of it because of a fear that people would read my gay themed literature and see me and well, you can imagine the rest. Today, something in me said screw it, this is ridiculous. I felt a twinge of self esteem, so I took a picture with my webcam while sitting in Einstein's Bagel's while doing my math homework. So ya. As far as I'm concerned, anyone that I care about knowing, would either never gossip about it, or never be on a site this awesome ;) And fuck the rest. It fel
Watch this video. It gave me chills on my goosebumps. I can't post this on Facebook, for obvious reasons, but I can't sleep tonight without sharing this video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=u62OtM_vt5k#!
Pray for a better future. We need one.