The World I Want To Live InI want to live in a world where no one has to come out. I want nobody to ever have to go through that emotional and physical torture. I want there to be no reason to come out. Because in this new world, it wouldn't matter! Nobody would care who another person loves, because it's love and none of their business!I want to live in a world where no one cares. I want apathy, not acceptance. Because, there's no need for acceptance because there's no chance of rejection! There's nothing wrong with it, so rejection and persecution are logically ruled out. I don't want to hear this dialogue ever again "I'm gay." "Good for you!" Good for you? You don't hear "good for you" for being born with hazel eyes or being heterosexual. Honestly, there is no difference, stop perpetuating one! It's just like when a little kid gets hurt, you don't tell the kid they're hurt, because if you did, they would freak out. If we never recognize it as a difference, then there won't be one! Everybody is the
Take Your Best ShotGo ahead.Call me Gay.Guess what?I don't care.Because,I know I'm happierthan you ever will be.
I Love a BoyEvery part of me wants him.Body and Soulache for the unattainable.His soft golden hair whispers"caress me".His deep blue eyes implore"trust me".I long for his touch.Being near him, without being with himis unbearable.One dayI will roll over and see his smile,blissfully content as mine.
Who I am: A LGBT interview.1. How long have you known you are part of the LGBT community? Well... I had had suspicions about it for years, but I only accepted it May of 2011. (18 years old)2. Was it a struggle (emotionally) for you at the beginning? In the years prior, oh ya. I spent many a night praying and hoping that these thoughts would go away. But the second i said it my life changed instantly.3. How did you start to discover your sexuality? (Example, thoughts, feelings
ex) I had always been curious about other guys, but there was one guy that changed it all. He was he first person I told, first guy I wanted to kiss (or do other things...) and I felt different around him. Better.4. What part of the LGBT community do you belong to? (Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, ex) Labels are for scared straight people. I'm a guy who likes guys.5. How long have you been out of the closet, or if your not, do you
I Said ItThe words flew out,after years of denial,repression and prayer.A warm chill consumed my person,as much as a contradiction as I feel.I gasped at what I had done.Why did I do it?Why did I tell HIM??Why am I even asking these questions?For the first time in years,I feel good.Really good!I want to shout it from the top of this little townand yet I feel more repressed than ever.I realize the consequences of my actions,of my words."I'm gay".
His CologneThe perfect accessory,gets me every time.It seduces my senses,teasing me perpetually.A sensation indescribable,it takes my breath away.Leaving me with thoughtsof what could be.It lingers when he leavesleaving me begging for moreof him.
Because of HimBecause of him, I laugh differentlyI never turn off my phoneI curse like a sailorI listen to new musicI lose sleepI cry dry tearsI love myself, if only for a momentI know true painI know true blissI am different, because of him.
Midnight Ravings of Love and LossI feel nothing.Literally. Nothing.I have no reason to go to sleep in the evening,I have no reason to get up in the morning.He did this.He changed me.He was at the center of the best moment of my young lifeand when everything I knew came crashing down, with him to blamehe helped me rebuild.His soft voice and vulgar humor sustained me.His eyes, his hair, his body seduced me.His laugh, his mere existence brought me happinessI owe him everything.He changed me.He was my reason to go to sleep in the evening,He was the reason to get up in the morning.He was my world.He forced me to feelHe made me feel lovefeel painfeel blissfeel grief.Even if it was all one sided,he made me feel.I'm sure I'll miss those feelingsI know I'll miss him.But, right now, I can't tell.I feel nothing.