The World I Want To Live InI want to live in a world where no one has to come out. I want nobody to ever have to go through that emotional and physical torture. I want there to be no reason to come out. Because in this new world, it wouldn't matter! Nobody would care who another person loves, because it's love and none of their business!I want to live in a world where no one cares. I want apathy, not acceptance. Because, there's no need for acceptance because there's no chance of rejection! There's nothing wrong with it, so rejection and persecution are logically ruled out. I don't want to hear this dialogue ever again "I'm gay." "Good for you!" Good for y
Take Your Best ShotGo ahead.Call me Gay.Guess what?I don't care.Because,I know I'm happier than you ever will be.
I Said ItThe words flew out,after years of denial,repression and prayer.A warm chill consumed my person, as much as a contradiction as I feel.I gasped at what I had done.Why did I do it?Why did I tell HIM??Why am I even asking these questions?For the first time in years, I feel good. Really good!I want to shout it from the top of this little townand yet I feel more repressed than ever.I realize the consequences of my actions,of my words."I'm gay".
Because of HimBecause of him, I laugh differentlyI never turn off my phoneI curse like a sailorI listen to new musicI lose sleepI cry dry tearsI love myself, if only for a momentI know true painI know true blissI am different, because of him.
I Love a BoyEvery part of me wants him. Body and Soul ache for the unattainable.His soft golden hair whispers"caress me".His deep blue eyes implore"trust me".I long for his touch.Being near him, without being with himis unbearable.One dayI will roll over and see his smile,blissfully content as mine.
Who I am: A LGBT interview.1. How long have you known you are part of the LGBT community? Well... I had had suspicions about it for years, but I only accepted it May of 2011. (18 years old)2. Was it a struggle (emotionally) for you at the beginning? In the years prior, oh ya. I spent many a night praying and hoping that these thoughts would go away. But the second i said it my life changed instantly.3. How did you start to discover your sexuality? (Example, thoughts, feelings ex) I had always been curious about other guys, but there was one guy that changed it all. He was he first perso
Paradise LostOn cloud nine.Happy for the first timeever.In my bliss, the wrong words slip outand the cloud breaks.I plummet from my rainbow Edendown to the gray life I had so readily forgotten.Perfection is lost forever.